My parents then
why didnt they love me
why didnt they care
why didnt they "see"
why didnt they "hear"
why did they let them hurt me
why didnt they protect me
My parents now
why dont they love me
why dont they care
why dont they believe me
why do they hate me
WHY WHY WHY
what did i do that was so bad, i know i wasnt the best child anyone could have but what did i do to deserve a hellish damn childhood that i cant ever imagine myself surviving from.
why cant i just tell them to get stuffed
why cant i just leave my family
why cant i just die
I FEEL LIKE IM DROWNING.
I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO STOP.
I WANT SOME PEACE ONCE AND FOR ALL.
I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE.
IM TOO DAMNED TIRED.