i remember a time when i was about 9 years old and im standing in a garage and theres 2 naked men standing over me. turns out it was my d-d and one of his friends. i could smell the alcohol on their breath, and i was tied up with duct tape hands behind my back, and duct tape over my mouth and they started feeling me all over and ripping off my clothes. i dont remember much else except they were too big to penetrate me so they used their well u know their fingers i cried and cried and begged them to stop but they wouldnt listen to me they just kept telling me to shut up and stop crying to quit being such a big baby (BUT THATS WHAT I WAS DAMMIT A BABY!!!) gawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwd im so tired of hurting and remembering shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cried and cried and begged them to stop but they wouldnt listen to me they just kept telling me to shut up and stop crying to quit being such a big baby (BUT THATS WHAT I WAS DAMMIT A BABY!!!) gawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwd im so tired of hurting and remembering shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!