Its pretty bad when a kid wishes they could just die, which is what i wished almost every day in my childhood because of all the abuse that was going on in my life. All I wanted was a daddy that REALLY cared about me and loved me but I didn't get that, all I got was beatings and him telling me how worthless and useless I was. "If you werent so bad I wouldnt have to punish you" he would say. (or) "I should've killed you the day you were born, I knew you were useless and worthless the day you were born!"
