i gotta figger out...

...an exit strategy from where i'm at Bud! my folks place seee, it aint easy. i'd like to run outside in some cornfield but i can't even get outta prison quick enough without someone ask me where i'm a going and runnin me over to the mental hospital again! i've got big ole brother sleepin on the floor here while on my lil brother's 'puter...dad's just over yonder with his shotgun...nah just kiddin about the shotgun, but i got all these boys in my family who have always hid me away on accounta all them boys callin up with the obscentities when i was a lil thang. in fact my brother just asked me what i'm a doin on a puter right now, and boy oh boy, howd ya explain this big ole pickle to someone in two seconds flat.

cause you know Bud, just cause you don't think youre a person worthy of esteem in this world, that's not how the rest of the world sees you! that's right! i know i gotta a sense for humanity and never ever had any troubles with that, but unfortunately the rest of the world don't operate that way. kinda funny how that all works...all that shiny star stuff. but you know what Bud, me and you can change that! we can! and we got our whole lives to do all that neato stuff! but let's not jump too into that until we get that volverin started...

i know i'm good on my tiptoes when i gots to be in life but i can't tiptoe out of the tonite! where ya at? can you sing me lullabies? can you soothe me in that special way only you know how to, ya know thru the stars and clouds and nighttime skies...just one more night? and as soon as that sunshine hits and the coast is clear we can go run into the wild blue yonder and find some cloest where nobody will bother or battle or ask me ten million questions that i cannot answer, does that sound good Bud? can you dream some more with me just this one nite? you know i wanna run free and wild but i always got these restraints...none that were put there by me but from, well, the world.

i wanna be your sunshine...see i'm versatile like that...i can flip from a bright star to sunshine in a flash..

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bud, i'm right here until i can get there

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