After much thinking I've decided to give it one more try. I'm looking into the Czech Republic.
I'm going to take the summer off from all things fertility. I joined a new gym, I made vacation plans - I have a friend who lives near the beach, and I plan to just enjoy things.
It sounds like you're taking some great positive steps towards taking care of yourself, and gearing up for your next round. That's the best thing you can do!!!