My first babies where twins. Although they were miscarried, at 4 months people think that I should NOT have mourned them. That is a mistake. I wanted that baby and having two made, well that was even better. We were so excited. Being young with no money and in the military so far from home. It didn't matter. We were going to have babies! I started gathering little baby clothes, so tiny and precious. Some were sent from home. Then one day I started to bleed. Stay in bed I was told, so I did. Now this was many, many years ago and so they didn't have the drugs to stop a miscarriage like they do now. Besides....Military care is Not the best sometimes. Well I continued to bleed and it got worse so my husband called for an ambulance. Although we lived off base in a little English village they were there pretty fast. I was taken to Oxford to a hospital and kept in bed for a week. It did no good I lost my angels anyway. One then and one a few months later.
I went on to have a wonderful baby girl and three years after her a beautiful baby boy.
However I did procede to loose 3 more babies before my Doc. said no more. And I had my tubes tied.
My Baby girl is 34 now and my baby boy is 31, but I cry when I think of the ones I lost and never got to hold. The ones I had names for and clothes for. So although I don't dwell on them, just in passing when I think: Jessie would be 26 now and the twins 32. Or if we had had the twins...would we have had our children we have now? Life can get so complicated if you let it.
Fot those who have lost Angles of your own, before or after birth I wish you prayers and best wishes.