The last one was in April 2008 and since then I have not been able to conceive......
I just had a closely followed cycle with and IUI and extra help from hubby during my peak time but just found out yesterday that did not work either...
I am in mourning today from a broken dream and from the thoughts of the babies that where inside me at one time and for whatever reason are no more.....
My heart hurts every time someone asks me and my husband "so when are you guys going to have children" as if I have any choice in this matter! If it where up to me I would have the 5 little ones running under my feet right now and another on the way.......
I cant get passed it and dont know if I will ever be able to if I am not able to have a baby to love and hold forever.