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Alayia
Posted May 3, 2006 3:28 PM
Hey, all.
Okay, this is driving me crazy, and it's not YH related. It's not even Ryan, Dean, or Chris related, but I just need some input and help from you guys. Aside that, my friends, here, aren't helping me much, so I really have no other place to ask for help!
Okay.........so, I like this guy. I met him in my acting class, he's an AMAZING actor and he wants to write and make movies someday. He's also on the Basketball team here. He's a real gentleman! He opens doors for me, he waits with me, and completely finishes conversations with me before leaving to go elsewhere. He lives close (one town over, amazingly!) we're both the same politcal party and have the same beliefs and we've both never been in a relationship before. (Not even dates! Both of us! How pathetic, right?) And I really like him! I've liked him since our fall semester because we would eat breakfast together all the time after our acting class and at the beginning of Spring, he asked me to be in a TV show he was doing. In fact, he asked ME in front of another one of my theater friends! Since then, those plans have fallen through, but I always find him in a crowd, or try to be where he is...and it's really pathetic! I've never liked anyone like this, either. It's the weak in the knees, dizzy, I-feel-sick around you sort of thing. And I wanted to tell him so many times (I sent an anonymous "I have a crush on you" card, but I didn't have the guts to go through with the other ones! I tried writing a letter, but decided not to send it because it was kinda creepy.) But now, it's the end of the year! I want to tell him, but I'm still waaaay too shy....so I'm going to try to send him an e-mail, telling him everything.
Input? Should I tell him I sent that card last winter? Should I not e-mail him? It's really driving me crazy and I KNOW I can't tell him to my face.
HELP! PLEASE!
~Alayia~ |
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