PLEASE I NEED HELP FINDING THE STRENTH FOR MY 3 BABIES
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I WAS BROUWSING THE WEB AND I JUST HAPPEND TO COME ACROSS THIS PAGE.. 5 MONTHS AGO MY 3 LITTLE ANGELS WHERE TAKEN FROM MY ARMS AND FROM MY HOME FOR ABBANDONMENT MY BAIES WHERE 2 1/2, 1 1/2, AND 4 MOS. THEY WHERE TAKEN 2 DAYS AFTER MOTHERS DAY I SPENT A DAY IN A HALF IN JAIL FOR ABBANDONMENT OR ABUSE OR A CHILD I HAVE THREE CHILDREN AND THEY ARE GETTING ME WITH 2 3RD DEGREE FELONYS BECAUSE WE HAD JUST MOVED INTO MY HOME AND MY HUSBAND WORKS ALL DAY SO I HAD TO MOVE US ALL TO THE NEW PLACE IT TOOK TO MUCH TIME I GUESS AND WE ALL WENT TO BED THAT NIGHT THINKING WE COULD FINISH IN THE MORNING WELL IT WAS ALREADY 4 AM AND MY HUSBAND HAD TO BE AT WORK BY 7 AMHE LEFT AT 6:30 AM AND MY 4 MO. OLD BABIE WOKE ME UP FOR A FEEDING AT 7 AM WELL I WAS SO TIERD I FELL BACK TO SLEEP I WOKE UP TO 2 OFFICERS AT MY DOOR THEY CAME IN AND SAID MY HOUSE WASNT CLEAN ENOUGH I TRIED TO TELL THEM I JUST MOVED IN I AM UNPACKING THEY SAID THEY DONT WANT TO HERE THEN THEY SAID THAT I DONT HAVE ENOUGH FOOD I TOLD THEM I HAE ENOUGH TO LAST TILL MY HUSBAND GETS PAID IN 3 DAYS THEY WANTED TO KNOW WHY I DIDNT ANSWER THE DOOR I TOLD THEM I WAS TIERD I DIDNT HEAR THE DOOR MY BEDROOM WAS AT THE OTHER END OF THE TRAILER THEY ASKED WHY MY 2 1/2 YR OLD DAUGHTER DIDNT HAVE A DIAPER ON I SAID SHE ALWAYS TAKES IT OFF THEY DIDNT CARE .. THEN THEY ASKED WHY I HAD A BABY GATE LOCKING THE KIDS IN THERE ROOM I SAID BECAUSE THEY WAKE UP AND GET INTO EVERYTHING AND I THOUGHT IT WAS SAFER MAKING SURE THEY COULDNT LEAVE THERE ROOM WITH OUT ME AWAKE THEN THEY ASKED ME WHY I WASNT UP WITH MY KIDS I TRYED TO TELL THEM I WAS UP ALL NIGHT GETTING ORGANIZED AND I DIDNT HERE THEM PLAYING... MY KIDS PLAY SO QUIET HOW WAS I TO HEAR THEM SO THEY DECIDED BECAUSE I WAS SLEEPING AT 9:40 AM I WAS UNDER ARREST FOR ABBANDONMET THEY TOOK ME AWAY FROM MY BABIES AND LOCKED ME UP AND DIDNT NOTIFIED THE FATHER (MY HUSBAND)THE OFFICER HANDED MY CHILDREN OVER TO THE STATE AND NOW I AM LOOKING AT 6 YRS IN JAIL AND MY HUSBAND IS LOOKING AT 9 YRS IN JAIL IF IT WASNT BAD ENOUGH TO TAKE ME TO JAIL THEY HAD TO RIP MY LIFE AWAY AND NOW I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE STATE CRAP AND KISS ASS I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO LIVE A NOMAL LIFE AND HOLD MY CHILDREN THE WAY I USED TO BE ABLE TO THE STATE HAS ME GOING TO COUNCELING BECAUSE THEY SAY I HAVE A MILD DEPRESION (GEE I WOUNDER WHY)I SEE MY BABIES TWICE A WEEK FOR A WHOLE 2 HRS THEY SAY WE ARE DOING GOOD BUT HOPES KEEP GOING DOWN WE GO BACK TO COURT OCT 7TH MY SONS 2 YR BIRTH DAY BUT ITS JSUT FOR A REVIEW I CAN HARDLY SLEEP AT NIGHT I CRY MY SELF TO SLEEP MY LIFE JSUT ISANT TEH SAME ANY MORE I NEED SOME ONE TO TALK TO I WOKE UP ONE MORNING TO A NIGHT MARE THAT IS A NEVER ENDING STORY CAN ANY ONE HELP ME...
GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND THANK YOU... IRENE H.