I really thought we had turned the corner.Arghhh...S seems to really be doing better but one of D is having a really tough time and my mothers intuition tells me so is the other...Last night I decided I was going to tell my T I felt good and was ready to move on.My D asked if I would tell her the same about herself.I said that was fine but I still wanted her to be proactive in her healing like maybe an on line support group but she says they only drain her and make her angry at the injustice of it all.She wants to go on meds.She is 18.I don't want her to mask her feelings thus impede true healing....She was a counselor at a camp for kids with cancer 2 weeks ago and a church camp 1 week ago.I think camp was a trigger.I know it was because she told me so but did not use the word trigger.She was not abused at camp but her B was and she tells me her biggest issue now is how angry she is with the men who hurt him.I just don't want her to get stuck...EVERYTIME I think we are really going to be okay we get knocked down again!Who am I kidding 5 kids with csa this is never going to end!I was beginning to relax but I have to put my fighting gloves on again and get back in the ring...kick some csa a**.I'm so tired of fighting...
Posted on Jun 30, 2009, 7:55 AM from IP address 98.25.230.69
