a very strong woman!...a great example for others walking in your shoes, and believe me, there are MANY! please don't beat yourself up for feeling as you do...you have taken steps to keep your child safe and that is so difficult to do...THAT is why many who walk similar paths choose denial over acknowledging the reality of the situation! wanting to 'hear' the truth is perfectly normal, even when you already 'know' without hearing... :-(
one thing i've learned throughout our csa experiances is that there are many more people experiancing this than we know...many of whom choose not to accept it's realities and protect their child/ren, instead opting to deny the situation to make it easier for themselves...
do you and your daughter still live with your husband?...see him regularly?...i am sorry, i don't remember the specifics of your situation...
shabs..you've done nothing wrong...please remember that! thinking of you, praying you'll find some peace of mind soon...it takes time...BIG hugs, gina
Posted on Oct 23, 2009, 6:42 PM from IP address 98.224.224.223
