I have and continue to feel everything, and some days the pain is so intense that my breathing is shallow. The tears seem to flow so easily some days, that I wonder how tear ducts can refill so quickly. I spend alot of time in the bathroom w/ the fan on, crying into a towel. I'm tired of 'feeling' everything. I just want somebody else (the perp)to have to feel pain for a change. His spending eternity in hell burning isn't enough pain in my opinion, some days. And then as a Christian, I feel guilty for thinking so harshly. The easy going person I once was, is gone.
Posted on Nov 9, 2011, 12:39 PM from IP address 188.8.131.52