Well, you have no where else really to wind down far as I know? But no need! I'm just poking at you. Trying to get you to be honest with yourself. Not in a "I told you so way". Just ..
You're here because it is FUN. You enjoy going tit for tat with Nucc. You are being entertained.
Nothing wrong with that Sis. It isn't about spirituality 24/7, and well, maybe there is something spiritual in your relationship with Nucc? Steel sharpens steel and all that. Although I'm not sure the analogy works in this case.
Have fun, go where your spirit leads you. This is easy over here, I get that. You don't have to think, it's back and forth, sharing witticisms. Although, a battle of wits with an unarmed person can become somewhat boring.