A teensy million dollar question and I can honestly say I am not sure.
ALL must be Within.
So what do we do?
I have meditated. I get Something but no instructions.
I have surrounded myself with nature, yet despite the most wonderful sensation of being at One, still What Am I?
I know I HAVE to be God / The Source, I can see no other way with the ALL I am able to see as Jackie (no doubt there is much MORE....
But how does the 'lesser' understand the 'greater'?
The only thing I personally feel able to do is just try and be the best I can be.
I can read books, but which books?
I can listen to others, but what others?
It is a hard enough concept to believe yet make sense of that even the dispacable dark heart that causes innocents cruelty beyond belief if God as well.
But I see no other Way.
We are 'already there'...
This is, in a nutshell and oof the cuff (
) how I see God and maybe make a sense of Knowing God, Seoc.
The Source realised It Existed. Then It wanted to realise all it was able to do and IT desires to evolve and to grow and to experience. Along Its way It may have had /have Its own crises points and Moments, how to overcome them, incorporate the experiences and transform the Energies, yet always to evolve!
I am pretty similar! I want to know It all! See all the possibilities. Yet I am pretty sure 'I' am but a shattering at this time with my remembered and realized knowledge and experiences.
Most seem to be asleep, therefore so is The Source Within them. I feel AWAKE and sort of coming back to life, as if in former lives I was still trying to fathom out any realization.
It's a personal journey, isn' it?
I feel a perfectly vivacious Yang, acknowledging my totally symetrical Yin! Pretty much The Source in action.
Does that count?
"Things arise and she lets them come;
things disappear and she lets them go.
She has but doesn't possess,
acts but doesn't expect.
When her work is done, she forgets it.
That is why it lasts forever."
"It is only once we've lost everything, we are free to do anything."