Hey guys...I was so bored today so I hopped online and I found this site. I just read through many of the posts. Some were flattering, some were insightful, some were funny and some were just plain retarded. I have to thank all of you who gave kind words. To answer some of your questions and correct some of you:
* my tatto is chinese for courage. I got it 2 years ago when I came to the full conclusion that in order to be happy in my life, I had to be honest with myself. I made the promise to myself to start living my live in a fully honest way, which also meant being fair to others, especially females. Yes I dated women all through college and pretty much up until close to the beginning of the show, but that doesn't mean that I was confused or didn't understand what was going on. I have always been a very self-aware person and for many years have known the real truth about my sexuality. I started having feelings around the age of 15, but didn't come to a real understanding of them until early in college. Through time and experience, I learned to accept my reality increasingly until finally at the age of 21 or 22, I realized that dating women would no longer make me happy and I realized that dating them was also extremely unfair and wrong to the women. This was a lesson that I learned through others as well as my own personal experiences. (All you guys out there who are dragging women through relationships for your own selfish reasons where there is no real love and an alternate motive, stop and think about what you're doing. Is it really fair for these women who truely love you, but are destined to be ignored, never fully satisfied emotionally as well as physically and possibly dropped at a later point in life when you can no longer deny your true passions?)
* Paul and I are still together in a loving relationship, and are soon moving the west coast. We plan to be together forever.
* I think young guys in highschool and below need to be more careful with tossing their sexuality around so brashly. I know it's a great feeling to be free and I'm happy for you, but there are people out there who'd love to hurt you. Please be careful and reasonable. Look out for yourself!
* Yes, I really am gay and really have a boyfriend named Paul who IS in the military currently and whom will most likely NEVER reveal his identity.
*For those of you who don't already know, check out my personal website at www.countrytoconcrete.com. I'm working on getting an undergrad scholarship to award late this fall. Check it out.