At 53 years old, I "suddenly" have realized I'm in trouble....December 12 2010 at 4:22 PM
|Rick (Login recreation)|
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Response to MEMBERSHIP DUES - going up and up and up.... I fold!!!
My mind has gone through a PHASE SHIFT... somwhat like a POSITRONIC BRAIN might experience a CASCADE effect... My mind was sort of "warped out" of it's previous "mindset" (delusion)... and I recognize that I'm in BIG TROUBLE with respect to earnings, savings and investment in my later years from 50 to 100... given lifespan the way it is. Time is speeding up... subjectively... I no longer feel as though there is sufficient time.. I'm not "young"... anymore... WHAT THE HELL IS HaPPENING???
so.. that's the basis... for realizing that I PAID THOUSANDS of dollars in membership dues to Alcor (not to mention life insurance payments to my insurance co... which POLICY alcor holds)... I estimate roughtly 20K total for life ins and dues... to fund my cryonics policy.... 20K!!!!! --- that COULD have been used to buy silver... starting in 1991... which would have put me in a position of over 100K now... for my later years... and retirement or semi-retirement... something I only recently started being horrified about... never having really achieved financial success... the way I had hoped....
I began NOT being able to stomach writing more cheques to alcor for dues... in 2010, and fell behind in payments... finally realizing at the end of the year 2010 that Alcor would simply sent the account to a collection agency affecting my credit reating... so I paid them off... and THEN CANCELLED my membership... and INVENTED the PALM program....