Upset with Dan&Scott show, CURTIS, THIS IS FOR YOU ONLY ITS LONG THOUGH
by Sophie
It seems more Josh fans and Eddie fans called in asking mean questions. Nobody called from SaveCurtis.com. A lot of "do you have a boyfriend", "you were mean to Josh", kind of verbal abuse.
Curtis, get away from your BB housemates, why are you so taken with Brittney? She has her heart set on Josh! And don't give us that "we are just the buddies" crap, if Brittney really cares about you she would not roommate with you knowing how you appeared to have a crush on her. Its mainly economical reason!!!! I am sorry but usually extremely fun and crazy girls are light hearted because they do not think about consequences or worry about hurting other people's feeling too much especially when they are having so much fun like Brittney is right now.( In order to be light hearted one just needs to carry less emotional burdens in the secular world.)
Let Josh and Brittney figure out their relationship without you in the back-ground. You are so special and worthy, you only need to win the hearts of people that have the hearts to care about you. The rest, God will take care of it according to his time and plan.
Eddie and Josh are different breed of people that you cannot connect with. They will drain your energy, they will drag you down. They do not know how to connect with you, and they will not try because they do not want to, they do not want to care as much as you, they will never be sincere with you as you would be to them.
Personally, I think Eddie and Josh hates you. Eddie did not defend you, he said,"I do not know his sexual preferences" when asked on the radio. What kind of friend is that. Is what I am pointing out little-bit painful? I am not trying to spread hate, or teach you to hate, but YOu do not need the two guys approval, that's all I'm saying. You only need God's approval.
No matter how much you talk to them or explain to them they own't get you. They might politely appear as they are. They might apologize too, but for them this was a game and you are just someone they met in a game. Curtis, keep your integrity and people will follow you soon or a later.
And Jamie is a good person, she was unfairly attacked and believe me very unfair, you should do the math, the paying voting public consisted 86% of Josh and Eddie fans and those two support base went after the poor girl for every little misstep, but because of her you got into three and stayed till the end.
You should be defend her. She might not be crazy fun as Britt, but she will be consistent and loyal. Outside opinion is full of prejudiced, misinformed, ignorant mob mentality when it comes to Jamie.
Curtis, do you go through life, did you go through life, always trying to win the hearts of people that comes into your life? How tired you must be. Its tough growing up as Asian in this country, and are you just sucking it up and dealing with it or are you secretly nurturing resentment?
I think best thing for you right now is to getaway from everything BB even for just a few days. living with Britt will distort your perception. Only way you can come-out unscathed is if youre rightous man all the way. But you seem, you worry me Curtis. It's just that you are so talented and you smile so much but I am not sure if you are growing spritually. Why did you say that you feel dead inside just because your parent did not hug you?
Curtis, you have the faith, let him shine through you, you are not dead inside. although people said you were boring, I do not think you are boring at all. (I cannot believe people thought BBUSA was boring because it did not have a sex, a fight..etc.)
You should be thank-ful for your parent for providing you with the environment in which you could thrive. Why don't you demand a hug from them. I do it all the time.
Although its nice to read cute emails in which people complement you for being witty and stuff, I thought you might find this kind hopely interesting among so many sweet emails. I am just your fan who is still rooting for you to that great place or great happiness.
OK, sorry for the serious posting. I hope I did not offend you too much, I just thought that you have kinds of friend or family who might be too busy with professional lives to keep up with all BB stuff and details, so I'am telling you as if I was your loyal friend. Hey, and I forgot to write in my last messege, that alcohol contains a lot of sugar and is terrible for acne. OK hope you do all right, I do not want to be ashamed later like for being your fan.(OK even if you do I will always be your fan.) Do us proud.
Posted on Oct 5, 2000, 5:05 AM from IP address 209.223.26.72