Something for the Newbies

I gave up 5 year and 20 day quit. Here is my list of excuses. I quit coming to BV. I probably came as close has I could to a nervous break as possible without actually losing my mind. My life is out of control and I used that as an excuse to smoke again.

A few things I learned from this failure. It is as easy to lose a quit at five years as it is at 1 month. It does get easier but its is always lurking behind the scenes. I have been smoking a couple of weeks and I am addicted already, will I quit anytime soon...I don't think so.

For those of you who supported me I am sorry I let you down. For those of you I came down for starting smoking again...forgive me.

Guard your quits with your life because you life might be what you are saving.

Lurking Linda