Carly I totally understand how you feel right now! I was like that after the movie auditions for "Annie". I sat by the phone and the mail for I think months. It was painful LOL...but, I too had to learn by waiting. I ended up with a wonderful "other" life outside of theatre when I did not get the movie, I had Arabian Horses and took up training and showing. (So, don't wait by the phone, go out and do something and THEN that's when the phone rings...when the machine picks it up LOL! Very true... that is when I ALWAYS got cast...so, go out and do something everytime you think about waiting by the phone...and maybe... just maybe it will happen...and like everyone said - just remember if it is meant to be...it will. :0) Just know you aren't in the agonizing waiting all alone... all of us are there with you. I can't wait to hear!