Drhornist (Nancy) has told us of her medical problems and such, so now it is my turn! I have what may be either a hernia or tumor just above my abdomen. I find out for sure sometime next week after a CAT-scan this Friday. I am not one bit nervous, therefore I thank God for letting me be content. That's just about it with me! Maybe, Greg.
For a while -- 9 1/2 years --I lived in Austin, TX-- and passed the location of the tearing apart of the body of the well-known non-believer, who got porayer thrown out of the public schools.. right across from a lounge with a poodle.
What do they not have, we can rely upon..
Also beware of those who have no faith and go naked showing decadence of life.. not for us...
Our n-- lifestyle has given you a better life -- even with these problem areas...
mY N---- COUSIN'S BROTHER IN LAW RETURNED HOME TODAY AFTER BEING HOSPITALIZED IN THE MATH OF BEING BITTEN BY A RATTLE SNAKE.. MAJOR PART OF ITWAS SPENT IN INTENSIVE CARE.....
It may turn out to be a slight hernia, one that does not penetrate as a typical hernia, as my doctor told me about. The location of this mystery mass is right above a surgical site of 17 years ago. I had my gall bladder removed. Some have told me it might be scar tissue (after 17 years?) Today it started to hurt from being touched at a greater than gentle touch. To breathe and move in certain ways hurts as well. I will have to see sometime next week what the prognosis is. Thank you all for your prayers and thoughts. Maybe, Greg.
I have a friend whom I love so very dearly. It was at her wedding/reception that I was inspired to start writing. I have a tremendous feeling of respect for her. Yet, there are times that she makes me feel as the non-family member I am, I felt not too long ago, that because she did not respond to my multiple e-mail and phone messages, that I was not worth one minute of her time to her. But tonight, she called me, and asked me how I was feeling with this new situation. She offered to go with me if I should have to have a biopsy done, and make me meals to freeze while I recover. That sure did make me feel good! It is things like that that assure me that she is indeed a true friend. I thank God for sending her into my life. For without her, I believe I would be friendless, as I have no others. Maybe, Greg.
It is a floating , changing world. One day one seems to be in the confidence of other (s), then the nexct day the opposite...
As an only child bnorn to older parents -- dad at 44, mom at 39--and a never married I have to depend upon higher priority time releases of others.. there are numerous times when I had to wait until higher priority -- closer relatives -- took their time ahead of me..
In one case I still remember when one of these persons was an only child as I have had been all my life and had a sister born when he wa 16.. It is for this reason that having hidden siblings can hurt..
EXPLANATION;
My parents , or my father's first marriage whose wife died in child birth ands no surviving sibling,had several children prior to me who were still born. This situation was concealed from me until after both parents were deceased.
It was quite a ystery why clothing and covering was so influnced on me by myt parents. I am un-able to understand the extreme -- even to keeping a shirt on at all times. It has taken a long time to come to present lifestyle of -- clothes only when absolutely necessary and the peace of nudism -- the natural state...
Somewhere out there right now is some one going through the same prudery and un-necessaryily. Since, for some reason ,people seem to be drawn to me for one who will listen. I am almost every day confrontewd by even strangers who unload their aches on me.. Thus in a compassionate way I feel that he Lord has led me to naturism to share and help...
Parents, you never know when you are creating baggage for your children to carry un-necessarily..
My friend gets to be really busy, with work, and two young daughters, 5 years, and almost 1 year. But for her not to take just ONE little moment to respond to me, I just cannot understand that. That made me think of how God may feel with us not responding to Him. So I wrote a poem called "I Know how God Feels". Just like God, however, I have such an intense love for my friend, that I overlook that and still consider her my 'beloved' friend. God is so great, to keep on loving us no matter what! Indeed, the Lord is great and greatly to be praised! No maybe about that! Greg.
