I've been thinking about you a bit lately! I hope that things at school are going OK. I understand how you feel about the events that happened at VT. The death, suffering, and sadness that is going on is not just localized to the VT campus, however. I think that all of us feel that sadness and devastation, although at varying degrees, along with the students, faculty, and staff at VT. However, we can read in God's word that everything works for the good of those who love HIM. God can, and will, bring a positive outcome out of this horrific event. In the mean time, continue to pray...give your burdens to God and let Him carry them for you. I know it's not easy, but it needs to be done! I'm really glad to hear from you! If you need/want to talk privately with me, feel free to email me!
