I appreciate your prayers. It's not just boldness, but the fact that truth is truth, and if God does not want us to be where we are at, then best to do what God wants us to do and see if that is where we are supposed to do it.
So it's best to be honest as soon as you can and let God put you where he wants you to be instead of faking it and pretending you are of something you are not. One way to find out, speak.
Your pastor may of these different things.
1. Kick you out and publicly announce that you have just headed out the door in favor of living in sin and hell to everyone in ear shot and then condemn every naturist venue around.
2. Ask you to leave quietly, disagreeing with you, but being nice about it.
3. Pastor not sure. Allowing you to stay, but keep quiet about your ideas. The pastor will get back with you later. May or may not serve in limited capacity.
4. Agree that its possible, but again, keep quiet and avoid temptation. You will continue in limited service to the church. Certainly not children's classes. No speaking or teaching positions.
5. Agree with you that going and being nude is perfectly fine and you can keep doing what you are doing, but the pastor will allow you to serve as long as you do not teach or talk about it at church. (My position in Greensboro)
6. Agree with you and is ready to allow you to serve in full capacity and even give sermons that "lean" in that direction, (but not recruit openly).
7. Join you.
So. With that in mind, don't allow scenario number one be your reason that you hold back the truth. Be ready for scenario number one, but pray for number seven and you can handle anything in between. You have two out of seven (1 and 7) that could happen, but not likely. You still have four out of seven, which is not bad.
Five out of seven says you stay in church. Four out of seven says you can serve in at least a limited if not full capacity. So most of it is not that bad.
And if number one or two happens (better number two than one), then go where God does want you. It may take time, and yes, it will hurt. But don't put your faith in your church or congregation or your pastor (or your beliefs) but in Christ alone.
Gwin and I discussed this just before we went to church that we need to tell our pastor. We prayed about it. We were ready for at least number 2, but certainly not expecting number seven or even six. We think we got a close six (at least another five) but we'll wait and see what happens. We were prepared to find another church.
God put us here for a reason and we will see his hand at work. The idea is to watch HIM work then emulate what He does.
BTW, would that numbering system be a good way to tell each other what kind of response we got in church and explaining it to our Christian friends?
Boyd
"Live Nude and Prosper" Allen
"May the Lord protect our nudity from the sight of those who will not benefit, and may he allow us to be seen by those who will."
