Although I've played airsoft for more than a month now and I'm not obviously considered a first-timer, I admit I lack the attitude, am slow in understanding orders, in knowing how to handle a gun and its parts, slow in moving, etc.

Well, I've had only a few kills and even those small kills make me so happy already (lo-oy no?) because at least I accomplished a little bit. Basin chamba ra pud. It will take me a lot of time, effort and helpful airsoft experts to make me into a 'real' airsofter.