what love was

Life is now together, no longer is it never,
Life from me, Will last forever.

Just knowing I'm happy, fills my pride,
That I believed would kill me, as long as it'd hide

how could I of stayed, with your no thoughts mind?
that left me in tears, and left me behind.

I believe who you are, is what you get,
and what I see hasn't dawned on me yet.

I feel great, no longer hate inside,
no insecure pain, that made love hide.

Each day builds up more and more
how I pathetically lived before

how I believed I had a chance,
to open your closed door.

I cried but still denied
what everyone would say
telling me
ill wake up one day

screw your forever childhood desire
always mindless playing with fire

cry like I did, all those years
bleed from the heart, that put me through fears.