Today I thought of you as I do everyday.Yet today was different,just as the days before it were.
Today my heart did an extra leap when I heard your voice. My breathing raced a little faster the moment you came close to me. My eyes prayed to see deeper into your eyes, your heart, and your soul. My skin yearned for your touch even if it even if it might have been an innocent brush as you walked by. My entire being screamed for your attention.
To hear your laughter is music to my ears.Now I know what it means to feel as though you could burst. Because each day I'm near you I'm filled with an emotion I never knew existed withing me.
Though my heart and my soul are free to feel all these things my mouth can never speak them. Therefore leaving feeling like a caged bird who only wants to be set free. It's ironic that the one thing that keeps us both living also keeps us both apart. So I most keep my heart in a cage far away from your touch.
Theonly action I can take is to pray for a little quiet time so I can close my eyes and see your face;hear your voice; feel your touch. In my dreams I tell you all my dream and all my fears. In them I don't have to purposefully place myself in your path just so I can feel your presence because you are already mine.
I long to look into your eyes and see the same dream that I'm sure you see in mine.
I dream of throwing all caution to the wind and screaming form the highest rooftop the true love I have for you. Being unable to express what I feel for you is a challenge beyond belief. I am imprisoned for life with no chance of parole.
Of everyone else who has tried to take your place in my heart no one has ever made me feel as though they could be the other half of me until now.
Wanting to be with you is my ultimate dream. Yet it is also my ultimate fear. My dream because you are exactly what I've prayed for. And my fear because you are exactly what I've prayed for.