Thanks for your comments

I so totally agree with you. What's odd to me is that I have had all these recent difficult issues in my life and it's almost like I am more confident in my relationship with God. There is something about relying on him totally that makes you that person with a solid core. It is a solid foundation vs. other things that are not solid. This whole LHMM split thing has benefitted me in so many ways. I know the Truth better. I have a deeper appreciation for both Bro. Russell's and Bro. Johnson's work. I look to God as my guide and not other people. There are many positives that have come out of it. I'm even more up - more confident - if God thinks I can/should do something, then I know I can/should.