Yanno, some people just never learn nor stop trying to justify their bad behavior nor acknowledge the consequences of their bad behavior. Tis sad really that after going through the same thing once before, they never learned from their mistakes but repeated them till history repeated itself due to their own paranoias from the past.
They say misery loves company and that's what happens when the miserable love to throw blame around because of their own shortcomings and inability to accept responsibility AND then let it cloud their reason, taint what's right and stomp fairness into nothing. It's arrogance to not admit the truth and prefering to live in their safe world of denial is truly their own self made hell on earth. It's the latter but that's a well known fact. And now where one person was blamed, now two entire groups are blamed, two groups that got sick of the powermongering of one man that was left to his own devices not once, but twice for the same exact reasons. He wanted it to be his show where he was the star, where only his opinion and feelings mattered. Not the feelings or thoughts of two large groups of people, that only wanted to play a game and express their creativity. Only his own mattered to him.
Well let's say what needs to be said and that's that said organization was not deliberately killed by it's players but by the owner or so called "leader" running roughshod over everyone whenever a childish tantrum overtook him. Sad but true and I don't care if I ruffle feathers.
What I find insanely funny is how this "pillar" of the society is still going on about about a moot point. Said person had an issue with jealousy and selfishness, seeing only himself as worthy of any newsmaking while doing everything he could to steal the thunder right out from any player that dared work their way up the roster. Yet when this said "Scourge" of a column was willingly pulled to avoid any further arguments, suddenly that was wrong too lol wow!
Damned if you do, damned if you don't. Well in this person's "pov", that's just wrong. lol oh yeah, and talk about someone not getting their way and pulling power plays not to mention throwing the ever popular and often heard, "it's mine, mine mine" not to just one roster but to two that left because they could and wanted to do what they enjoyed, roleplaying for fun without anyone ruining their stories, injecting their stories with really disgusting bathroom humor or godmoding to where only he would look good.
You'd think this person would just enjoy what he has now and move on like everyone else has. He hasn't. Guess that's a pipe dream or just the mark of a petty, immature and spiteful man. Someone who loves to play the martyr role and will to garner sympathy and pity for himself. Someone who'll try invent a scenario or to twist one without even having a fact to back it up. Both feds that left his tyranny, left for the simple reason that they wanted to have fun without him dictating every single move to fit in with his agenda, his goals. He saw people as his possessions, case and point. "His" roster lol! It was THE roster, a group of people that choose to play somewhere. There's that control factor showing itself. "His" Right. You never spoke to them socially, never said hello, how are you doing. Never sent an email asking how they were when they disappeared for days. Yeah "Your" roster. Eh eh, doesn't work that way. You've claimed "aim" Yeah right, you've always had it and chose NOT to speak with various members of the roster when they had asked to speak to you. You considered yourself "Above" them when you weren't above anyone. That's the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. I know all too well because i told you their requests but because of your problem with the past roster that ALSO left because of you, you thought everyone the same, instead of treating people as the individuals they ARE. You never gave any regard to the fact that they were individuals with their own minds and wishes. Sad sad sad.
Two feds were born not out of spite but to get the hell away from you, your bullying, your politics, your paranoia and your dictatorship! You were victimizing the players and they had said enough and left. Simple as. I don't care if you believe it or not, probably wont be able to since your denial is so great but not as great as your spite and that's the truth.
Everyone watched this man crash and burn his fed down. Most, including myself couldn't stand watching it happen and left. But here's the funny part, the irony if you will. A well known fact, while there was a chance for the federation to rebound, said "leader" giving this federation until December to turn around, yet he shuts it down in October without warning. His right to do so? Sure. But he didn't give his "creation" a fighting chance. It could have rebounded, but was never given the chance to. It's akin to pulling the plug prematurely on a coma patient. That patient being put into that position by the very plug puller. Oh yes, everyone saw it, no one needed to be told anything, they saw it. People aren't blind or stupid as this person considered and considers them to be, not a chance. Everyone had their eyes wide open and saw for themselves.
Why do people say you appear different from what they've heard? Simple, you haven't shown your colors to them yet. Same with me once upon a time, i didn't see this "person" I had heard so much about and decided to make up my own mind instead of heeding the warnings, and guess what, they were right. It was just a matter of time till the claws were extended and that "person" showed himself for whom he really is. Kinda like a Dr. Jeckyl and Mr. Hyde. Pity too that Mr. Hyde couldn't be exorcised from Dr. Jeckyl.
Now Mr. Hyde talks about "corrupt" this first group was, yet Mr. Hyde strangely enough was trying to make an outward and quite hypocritical showing of making amends with them. Nope, they didn't buy it, no one does in fact, they know all too well how you've operated and are now trying to operate again. And what they'd get as payment for believing you once again. You know how the saying goes, "Fool me once, shame on you..Fool me twice, shame on me" True, absolutely true.
Now he's trying to say that one person speaks for all and that's scary lol! Yeah scary only to a bully. Oh my god what a character he is! He doesn't want to acknowledge that there are people who will stand up in the defense of many. History if full of people who have but I guess that concept eludes someone like him who gets off on bullying people whom he thinks won't have anyone to stand up for them. Wrongo! Many many people have spoken up for themselves in the past and will continue to do so in the present and future. Too bad, so sad, for you :D
It's good that this person is trying to write his thoughts as therapy, lord knows he needs it. And just to set the record straight, no one believes that this is what you wanted, you simply made it up after the fact lol Oh and little suggestion that i'm sure you won't take, instead of just "dealing" with the past and future, try learning from what your actions, your corruption have gotten you in the past and use them to avoid it in the future. My guess is he'll never learn, just keep trying to silence the truth and protect his own little world of denial. Oh well i'm done on this topic, I,unlike you, can walk away and let it go :D
You have your freedom, enjoy it and be well.
P.S. It's Scapegoat, I should know, I am yours and you are the anally retentive bitch, not me :D lol