My first comment is that you mention you are back up to 195#s. I think that is great. I have read that when a woman looses fat, which is what you mentioned as your desire when you first joined us, and then gains muscle, she will actually gain weight. You later told how you had lost some of the body fat and a few inches around the waist. You seem to be living up to what I have read. One of these days, I expect to hear that you are back up to 200. And I bet very little fat will be included in that weight. I just hope and pray that you donít go overboard with your desire for more muscle and strength and get into the drug scene. I think you are natural and you have a fine personality to go along with your sexy (very sexy) strength and body.
On BFís wishes: I am not, here, trying to dissuade him from his worries and his directive that you leave him out of your stories. His worries are possibly well founded, although I doubt anything would ever come of any exposure you have given him here. I donít think anybody who has read anything you have said about him would be a clue as to WHO he is. I would guess, as MAC mentioned earlier post, that we are not a majority group. Not everybody who visits here is going to tell anybody else about their own visits and so are not apt to let it be known by blabbing a word about your presence on this site. If you were to read back into all of my posts, you could find enough info about my personal, business and town appointed volunteer life, along with the mentions of my state of residence, that anybody who might happen to think the evidence pin points me are probably going to be right on the money. Because of my personal business and my volunteer work, which are both going back for more than fifty years with no indication I am going to quit in the foreseeable future, I would also be in somewhat of an embarrassing situation were I to actually be found out. Hence, anonymity. Your BF, I am certain, meets far more people from his business than I will ever meet from mine. (Iím not an outgoing type of inter-actor who ďgets aroundĒ, so to speak). I do, however, hold a appointed public position that brings me into a much wider contact and overall responsability than my business. So far, I am still lost in the crowd and expect I will remain so. Those who would make a fuss either donít come here, or would never admit to anybody that they do. No matter, I do enjoy all of your posts. I do get excited over reading of your exploits and I do hope you continue with the sharing. Do listen to your BF and donít jeopardize your own future with him for the sake of our enjoyment. He is one very lucky guy to have such experiences with you. Experiences that I, and many of the rest of us would give our right arms to have had. Ha Ha, Iím left handed so you can have my right arm, any time you want to just snap it off
You are just as fortunate to have a BF who evidently looks forward with great excitement to his experiences with you. Keep up your good work and above all, keep enjoying what you are doing. Donít, please donít, get serious to a point where you think you need help from unnatural sources such as the chemicals we have been discussing of late. You seem to be a natural and that is a giant step for anybody, or any BODY.