I'm so glad you're at peace with your decision. I think it was the right one for you. It could get awkward to see Littles as he grows, but it might turn out to be a good thing all the way around. Wouldn't it be something if your child became friends with him?
Well, take your time to rest up, then let us know when you're back in the game. You will get the baby that was meant to be yours, and you'll be so happy! You have a lot to look forward to!