I'm glad to see you here on this board. I've been on the high fsh/over 40 and DE boards for three years. I just wanted to say "hi." I'm looking forward to following your journey...it will be so exciting. We're in a holding pattern, but, I have no doubt that things will work out the way they are supposed to. Whether we eventually end up with DE or adoption...it's just a matter of time (and money). Best of luck friend!