Looking for a painting

I am desparately looking for a painting/photograph of a clown that looks similiar, but necessarily is Emmett Kelly. The clown has a tear on his cheek and he looks sad. I saw this some 20-25 years ago so it is not a modern day clown. He was dressed somewhat like a tramp. If I rememeber correctly it was either a painting from his chest upward or just the face. I have wanted this painting ever since I was a child and I cannot find it on any website. I have gone to numerous yard/flea market sales with no luck. I have wanted to be a clown from a very early age. If anyone can even steer me in the right direction I would truly be appreciative. Thanks to anyone that can help me.