Confession

I've had my eye on this site for a while. After Tina's comment I decided to post. I grew up in Taiwan, moved to America to go to college and married a White guy soon after finishing. My husband is a great guy. He love's me very much and has a huge Asian fetish. He's very easily turned on by Asian ladies. I of course find this a lot of fun.

I'm 37 now, and I've generally been very good to him. But when I was 25 after about 3 years of marriage, I met an 18 year old blonde girl with an equally strong Asian fetish. She was so amazingly good to me in every way. She so was devoted. Never turned down anything I wanted.

Since that time, I have a lust for young White ladies that won't go away. I've had 7 now. Some for a short time, some for much longer.

I felt guilty for such a long time. It really bothered me. Finally about 4 years ago he found out. He confronted me with his suspicions and a lot of evidence. He was terribly hurt. Not because I was with another girl - in fact when everything sttled down I learned this excited him incredibly. But I had kept this huge secret from him for so long. He lost trust. For the first time in our marriage, he said some really hateful things and threatened to leave. He demended that if he stayed, I was to give up my ways imedately.

At the time I was with 19 year old named Stacy. She was the best yet. So incredible. I honestly couldn't imagine giving her up. But more than that I didn't like this control game. I told him he could leave if he wanted - I'd keep Stacy. I was bluffing, or maybe mostly just angry.

This turned him on totally. He changed. He wanted to know more about Stacy and what she did. He told me it was okay as long as I didn't keep it a secret.
Our marriage turned into something very different than before, but very hot.
I was free to be with any girl I wanted. It really got me hot.

I now know that many men love girl-girl. I have also found that lots of Asian women I have met in person and on line had had experiences similar to mine.

It seems that there is some attraction to White girls.

Anyone else share this?
Any guys have their Asain wives do this to them?
And what is the big attraction to Asian women for white girls?
And what about Asian women is so hot to white guys that they even let their wives cheat?