My Experience

Hi Howard and all,

I would like to share my experience with the group. I posted this on another message baord but did not get much feedback. I really want to hear from other people who have been in a similar situation and find out how did it turn out. Whether you are husband or wife, not just guys want to date with me. Okay?

I had never really been bothered about other guys before. i'm female, chinese and in my thirties. i am happily married with two lovely daughters and a steady career.

i keep in shape by working out and generally look and feel younger than i am.

three years ago a new regional manager joined the office where i work in hong kong from the UK. i didn't take any special notice of him but noticed that a lot of the girsl in the office were commenting on how tall and handsome he was.

simon had quite an aggressive manner compared to the local guys and everyone was a little intimidated by him at first.

as I took more notice of him, I noticed that what people were taking for aggression was really just his practical approach to things. he didn't waste time dithering about decisions as much as ome of the hong kong guys and this quickly won him the respect of his boss and he was given more responsibility.

while he was pushy with the men, his approach with the women in the office was quite different, listening to their ideas and giving patient advice. this seemed to engender feelings of resentment amongst the men.

to cut a long story short my first real contact came with him when I was promoted to join his team as his assistant. simon and i became close colleagues and went through some difficult times together when he had to reorganise the regional office.

occasionally we would have lunch together sometimes just the two of us sometimes with others. I started to see why the girsl in the office had been so attracted to him and honestly without knowing it, started to become attracted to him.

I started to wonder whether what some of my friends had been saying about white guys having bigger cocks was true.

one day after a morning meeting out at the airport we decided to have lunch out and bought coffee and sandwiches and ended up stopping in a deserted picnic spot. it was a lovely hot day and it felt as though we were the only ones around.

we finished our lunch and when he returned to the table from disposing of the cups and wrappers he put his hands on my shoulders and without saying anything started to massage them and my neck.

I put my hands on his to stop him. I was frightened. this was the first time that a man had touched me in this way other than my husband.

at the same time though i was excited and after a little protesting allowed him to continue. aftr all it felt good and no-one was watching and anyway i knew how to be firm if i needed to be.

he sat down so that we were both sitting on the picnic bench facing the same way. as he massaged me i felt as though i was coming completely under his control.

eventually i allowed him to caress my breasts from behind. i thought about my husband and my kids and i knew it was wrong but could not help myself.

he took my hand and guided it back to his lap and laid it on his leg. I ran my hand up and down his thigh and evenutally all the way up to his penis. it was hard and long and i longed to get it out of his pants and to touch it.

i had just found his zipper when we saw some people in the distance coming down the trail. we headed back to the car. by now all i could think about was getting his long thick penis in my hands. i just wanted to feel it.

we drove on a little further where it was really deserted and climbed into the back seat. i didn't waste anytime this time and quickly found my way into his shorts and pulled out his penis.

i was amazed and excited to find that it was much much longer and about twice thicker than my husbands. i just knew that i would have to taste it.

i had to open my mouth wide to accomodate it but the feeling of something so strong and powerful in my mouth was fantastic.

after a few minutes of sucking he started to get even harder. it was at that point that I knew he was going to come in my mouth.

i should tell you that i will never do this with my husband (even now) but there was something drawing me to do it from within. with a lot of moaning he came in my mouth.

it was loads and loads and the feeling as it squirted around my mouth and down my throat i will never forget.

even now i wll not let my hsband do this with me. it just doesn't give me the same feeling.

the reason that i am sharing this is because, now that i have seen some of the postings on here, i am now more relaxed about the whole thing. i am resigned to being called a 'slut' or whatever because that is what i have become.

at first i felt guilty, but as i am not harming my husband or my kids or anyone else then why should i worry. life is too short too miss out on harmless pleasure.

i'm sure that there must be other women who have been in that position, or maybe would wish to be, and i would like to hear their experiences or thoughts.

as far as our relationship goes - yes we have gone further which i will talk about later.

would i play around with anyone else. who knows?

i never thought that i would ever be unfaithful but in the right circumstances i think everyone has it in them to stray - especially if there is almost no chance of them being caught and no harm is done.